Byebyeee

Ok, I was so excited about moving...and now that it's here, I find myself freaking out. I've lived in San Jose...for literally my whole life, minus the 2 years in taiwan. But now what? Now I'm finally leaving the city that has always been my home. Maybe I've complained about how boring it is and how nothing ever happens, but I also would have to admit that it has proven to be quite a safe place to be. In fact, Yahoo just released an article ranking San Jose as top 10 in America's best places to grow up.

I will miss the people I know so much, esp fam and friends. This summer is different- different because I'm not thinking "oh it's just a break from seeing each other's faces everyday for a few months". Instead, I find myself wondering when I will see certain people again next, and whether or not our relationships will change. What if we drift and become strangers to each other? It's finally just hit me that I won't be walking down those same old orange halls every weekday and being squished often admist a trampede of students trying to get to class. I remember the one time I was pushed backwards while holding several boxes of Christmas presents from people and I nearly thought I was gonna die from all the suffocation. Leann had a good laugh at that incident.

I'm curious about what the future holds for me...curious about what I will do and where I will be. I guess after tomorrows leap forward, my actions will seriously affect the outcome of my life. It's funny, because now everything is unknown. I mean in high school, the message was pretty much work hard and get into a decent college for me. But not anymore. Now I have to think about what I want, because there are a bajillion options out there in this world.

To everyone that I know: thanks for all the memories, thanks for being part of my life, keep in touch pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. :)